Today, I attended the Heart to Heart Memorial Service at Traders Point Christian Church. I have been in group therapy for grieving mothers that have lost a baby (through miscarriage or at birth) for the past few months. It has been very helpful listening to the stories and the hearts of other mamas feeling very similar to me. We have all lost a baby. We all grieve the life that we never got to know here on this earth. It's hard and brings tears to my eyes when I think about our sweet baby girl - Lily Joy. The ceremony was beautiful and at the end we launched balloons with notes attached. Someday, I look forward to seeing my sweet Lily running around in Heaven and I'm going to wrap my arms around her and kiss her precious face. I must move forward and look for the joy and beauty that surrounds me, but I will never forget my baby girl.
